thats it
i dont care about work
i dont care about anyone
i dont care about anything
i just want to sleep.
i want to stop thinking
and pretend that the world is not an awful place
i dont want to see anyone
i dont want to talk to anyone
i dont want to be around anyone
i want to be left alone.
i want to be invisible
i want to be gone
i know this is the aftermath of yesterdays session
i completely get that
but unfortunately the ability to bounce back is not there this time
its going to take some time to come to terms with all that was said
all that was not said
all that is now remembered
the logic that i am going home in less than two weeks does not escape me
i didnt realize it was so soon
i thought i had more time
i put it off as long as i could
my head hurts
my body hurts
my heart hurts
im tired
very very tired
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