Saturday, September 08, 2012

extreme motivation...

so i had a med change..that started yesterday and really it only was from the generic to the brand name..of welbutrion..and so i took it last night..and this morning ..and after sleeping off and on for a ridiculous amount of hours .. i finally felt like getting up..like i was actually tired of laying down.and felt like i had been laying down for forever..and so i got up and actually started cleaning!!!  this is a big big deal...i havent felt like doing anything for months..and today all of a sudden i got up and cleaned and started laundry...taking a break now cas im getting a headache ..but i plan on cooking dinner tonight..and finishing the dishes..and the bathroom..if nothing else..and maybe tomorrow ill tackle the massive amount of laundry that needs to be done..and put away..maybe i can actually get stuff done now...i actually want to get stuff done now...my planning is going a mile a minute in my head..there is so much i want to do all of a sudden..and theres just not enough time..ugh...its sorta a restless energy type thing...like just me sitting down and watching a movie right now..makes me feel twitchy ..like i just need to get up and keep moving or something...its so weird..and im sure it will calm down..heck im sorta hoping it will calm down..but for the first time in weeks im actually sitting in my living room and not laying down in bed...yep..a big big deal...

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