no idea what to do for my birthday which is on friday..the upcoming one..
no ideas at all.
i am going on a big trip in oct..and i dont have a lot of friends or anything for celebrating here or what not..and if we take out the kids i babysit occasionally..it will be us paying for them..and i dont want to really do that either..i mean i do like being with them..but sometimes its just a pain always having to pay for them cas their mom doesnt have the money you know..not that we have a lot of money or anything...
just dont know what to do really. ..but there is just something incredibly depressing about having a birthday party by ourselves :( i dont know..
just dont know what to do..i want it to be a good birthday you know..but no real idea on how to make it happen ...
the actual birthday is always sadder than the days leading up to it...blah
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