bite me

i am angry..ok ive said it..ive been angry for most of the day and it just keeps building and building and i just want to be left alone and i feel alone and for the first time in almost  amonth or so i want to cut..i want to ohurt..im just so frustrated and mad and upst and i want to yell and scream and throw things and be pissed off at the world..but instead i just over medicated in hopes of sleep..to stop the urge to destory myself..thats a;; i am is a f ailure..nothing else is there for me..ill never stop so there is really no point in trying. i want to be left alone..i dont want to be near anyone right now..i dont want to talk to anyone or hear anything..i just want silence..i want an escape..i want something to make the feelings just go away...dear god i hope the meds kick in soon..i really really do