randomness

against all my better judgement im actaully getting hooked to dexter!! never would have watched it without jim wanting to and now its like i have to watch it almost as much as i watch antm lol..but its really good if not incredibly weird..but still interesting and watchable..scandlous at times but not so bad..



and now im at home and still have yet to actually make it home..had to come to work to cover for mommy so now im just over here using the computer since dee and them just left to fly to va for thanksgiving..no point in leaving just yet..and i just realized of course that she had no intention of coming back anyway...im so stupid..i really did think i would just be here for a little while and well 4 hours later im still here..ugh...i liked seeing riley and harris of course but i would have liked to go home..but not going to complain about it i guess..

the drive was utterly boring of course..tons of cop cars out and im surprised ive managed to avoid getting a ticket because i was seriously speeding but then i always speed..hmm ok i speed a lot ..but anyway made it here all fine and dandy..and now im ready to go back to my apartment now..nothing for me to do and i just remember how freaking much i hate being in wilmington..i find it so crowded but i guess its the size of any small city..or maybe its just i grew up around it and didnt like it then so i dont like it now..and of course everyone is just talking about how im moving back and wanting to know what im going to be doing...i dont know what im going to do or where im going to work and i hate being asked things like that..and i knnow as soon as i go home ill be told i have to help clean and i have to help cook ..i could have stayed at work for that at least i would be getting paid..but i shouldnt complain either..i should be happy to help out at home right? hmmm not feeling to good right now..guess ill have to get off the computer and start heading home..although i know ill get yelled at anyway for taking so long..