another day

today was my last day off and it hasnt been bad..im just so tired..went to the library and the movies..didnt do laundry at all and its really piling up..jim was here for a couple days and went home when i left to go out..and then came back and read a book and b/p for reasons i dont really know..it was just all of a sudden i was having dinner and feeling way to full and it just became something i had to do..still feeling a tad bit sick from it but not horrible and of course now its in my head and seeming like a great idea to keep doing it..oh well ill have to see..back to my group tomorrow and im not that thrilled..i wish i could just have a couple more days off ..dont know why im so tired though..hmm mommy thinks i should wait a couple more weeks before telling the office crew im not coming back..guess ill wait until after the holiday then and then go and tell them..i dont see any point in putting it off but mommy thinks ill be fired if i say im leaving now..its not like they are having tons of extra ppl looking for the job..but whatever..ill wait..for some reason im not really feeling much like writing..my head is quiet tonight..dont know why..