something that is funny..in a really sad way

in the midst of e verything that is going on...i am frustrated enough with my job to really truly consider looking for something else...

ok fine my check was held until i turned in my work ..but ive turned in my work now and i am still having to hunt down my pay check...everyone has to be cleared to release MY freaking money ... and i dont like that...yes i messed up but i fixed it..and now i want to be paid..and instead i am waiting and being ignored and left ... it is frustrating me ..more so because of all the apartment stuff going on..i need the money...i need to get paid...and instead im stuck waiting...no i dont like that...

i spent two hours today waiting..after being told that i had to get things turned in..i rushed and pushed and forced myself to get things done inbetween seeing clients..and finally made it to the office...only to be told that the director had to give the go ahead...well she didnt call back...ok...she comes to the office and disappears into the office with a couple of the office ppl..and the office admin knew i was waiting..and i waited..and waited..missed going to the pharmacy for meds..due to waiting...anxious and frustrated waiting..but being patient, waiting quietly...and then they all leave and i am left there with no answers..and no check..i know the office admin saw me before she actually left and knew i was still there..but she left anyway with nothing said to me..and i had to call HER to ask her what happeneed..and was told that something else had come up and that she hadnt been able to talk to the director about me...but she had called/messaged the director at like 4pm...and at 6pm there is still no answer ..and the director came to the office at like 4:45pm and i am sitting there waiting..

no..im not comfortable there..im not...so looking will begin...im not doing this...