im tired and frustrated and dont feeling good and rushed, panicked, stressed, worried...so many things..i want to sit down and cry but i need to pack..i need to finish packing and cleaning and all of it...im struggling to get it done..having a hard time managing right now...so much to do and im feeling completely alone and trapped in my apartment ..
im frustrated with my job and that i cant get my pay...why in the hell did they give me a money order..wtf...and now im at the mercy of the post office to get it cashed..and keep being told that the money isnt there..what am i supposed to do??? i need money if im going to get through the next few days ..and instead im stuck with something that i cant do anything with..
yeah i jutsw want to cry..i want to curl up and go to sleep and i cant even do that because i have thrown away all of my blankets...not gonna get into why but i did...so im sitting on my mattress surrounded by my stuff that i can no longer stand the sight of..and i want to scream ...
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