more thoughts...

yep well i was right in that alice called to check on me...and we rescheduled for next week..talked a little about what is going on..but left a lot out...no point in sharing it...

i think im about to head to the office though..since being at home just brings on more tears...

you know..i think mommy is pleased that i dont have the money to go grocery shopping..because then i cant buy anything im not supposed to have...she has told me so in the past..this would not be any different at all...

no point at all in any of this...

im tired