well then

i dont know what is diffferent ..but ive done more today..than i have done in weeks...cleaned the kitchen..worked on laundry..made up my bed..etc...i didnt lay in bed all day..i didnt want to lay in bed all day..and so i actually got up and did stuff..yeah there is still stuff to do but not as much as before..and i am  feeling a little bit proud of myself...im actually cooking dinner...i ate a yogurt concontion that was edible and didnt kill me and was pretty good actually...what is so different about today??? im even about to start working on my notes to turn in tomorrow ... on time  even... !!!  its like ive woken up again ..and am able to be a part of the real world....if even for a little while..ill take what i can get...but im starting to get a headache so im chilling out for right now...who knows..maybe ill get up and do more laundry later on..yep  who knows...but today has been a decent day i think...