Saturday, August 04, 2012

blah...food...

this is something that i have been meaning to actually write about for a while...

im not sure if it is the medicine that has suddenly made me extremely sensitive to food..but yeah...my eating habits are becoming so so so weird...fasat food makes me sick...actually almost any eating out at all makes me feel sick..but fast food is the worst...and because my motivation is so low these days..and i dont want to cook at home..then all i do is eat sandwiches .. and pringles...and apple slices..but im alll out of those and that makes me upset too...cas i really do want my apple slices with caramel... im currently addicted to the bread from captian d;s and the one thing that i know im not supposed to be eating so much of is all that i am craving..i want bread..carbs...today im actually craving fish..which leads me back to wanting to get captain d's ..blah

but like the same stomach issues happen if i drink milk or eat ice cream..like it goes straight througuh me and yeah..i spend the rest of the day feeling sick and think that i am like dying or something..and of course i write that and really truly want like cereal or something..

i dont know..im just tired of dealing with all the weird stomach stuff..its bothersome...majorly bothersome...yesterday i binged on bagels..until i did feel sick..but i didnt throw up...

maybe i will try cooking an actual meal today..like i have food in my fridge/freezer..and all im letting it do is go bad because i buy it and then dont use it...crap

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