talked a lot about my lack of eye contact and my issues with attaching and then overwhelming people with my needs..and how the whole mother figure thing fits into all of that
it was scary...but of course that didnt really hit until much later on
and so now fighting the urge/need to punish me for talking to her..i
know she is trying to help but talking is so very hard and so telling
her so much at one time about thinking and how we think is super scary
...and makes me feel nervous.and so was just frustrated all day..did see pdoc today to and that was fine...she was ok with the changes i had made to my meds.aand so nothing new in that department..
and then the most coolest news of all is that i got my passport today
we are offically going on vacation..as is everything is paid for
now..and all we have to do is pack ..and save for spending money..we are
actually going .and even toold mommmy that i will be turning the phone
off and not making any calls or anything cas it will be to
expensive..and thats what we are gonna do! but we will have my kindle
incase i can get online and stuff feeling kinda down and out though..and very nervous today..cas of therapy..
it will be ok...goodness i hope it will be ok
No comments:
Post a Comment