last night i had bad dreams...the night before i just had a dream about my sister i think..it was about her having a baby..a blue eyed curly haired little baby..such a pretty baby too..and my sister was freaking during the pregnancy..but yeah..super weird but not really troubling i dont think..last night though..my dreams were about being hurt..being forced to do things..not being able to get away..i think at one point i was trapped with a bunch of other people and i was so afraid ..and i didnt want to be there and i just knew that something bad was going to happen and there was a woman there who told me that it would be ok..but i was practically crying and i dont know..it was two different scenarios...the first i was in a house..dont know how i got there..but i was there and there were two other women there and two men..it was one of the men that was really really bad..and he made me do things i didn't want to do..and at one point i was hiding in the bathroom and the door was open and one of the women was across the hall from me and looking at me and was trying to ask if i needed help i think..i ended up trying to give her a phone number to call..but i didnt get to finish before we were caught..and i dont remember what happened ...a while later the other guy helped me sneak out and a car took me away...i think my brother was driving the car...and the second part was i was on a train..and it was fairly crowded i think and i was sitting near this woman who was asking ppl their names and stuff..and she asked me my name and i told her that i wasnt going to give it to her..becuase to many ppl already knew my name..she told me that she knew what had happened..she told me that it was possible to have a conversation or go out with someone without being forced to do anything...and i think i started to cry and i told her that i just wanted to go home..and then we were getting off the train and going out of a building and there were four openings in front of me..but as i was walking to them they started to close..and i freaked out but still they closed completely before i got to them and so i couldnt leave and i was trapped with all these other ppl..and i was wondering around afraid of what was going to happen..and i think i thought that it was the bad guy that was coming to get me again..but i ended up finding the lady who was talking to me on the train..and she told me not to worry..and i was trying and still telling her that i just didnt want to be there..and she was sitting with me..and i was crying and what not..hmm and then i woke up i think..before anything else happened.. and proceeded to feel very not ok and scared...:( not the best morning ive ever had..thats for sure ..
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