today

slept pretty good last night i think..was up kinda late but it was ok..just waking up and feel awake but i know ill end up napping again..but trying to be ok with that ..your right..maybe i just need the extra rest..trying to be as ok as possible..but of course worrying about everything right now...paid as much as i could bill wise..and what left isnt much at all...and trying to keep that for next week so i can get the script filled..the pharmacy called me the other day and told me it would be $123 for the meds..and i said i would come and get it next week..and so im hoping so so much that it all works out but i am worried..was looking around online last night and found an assistance program for the lexapro but now that ive been off it for so long im not sure i want to start it again right now..i dont know..the effexor doesnt help the sad feelings..hah im not anxious..but im so so very sad and quiet..hmm dont know really..maybe ill talk to t about it next week..bounce kept licking me last night.shes so cute..she laid right in front of me on the pillow and licked my nose..hmm not sure what im going to do today..im trying to figure out something to do..

super cool that avatar is coming back to theaters ! that is so awesome. its coming out next month !! i hope it shows in va..gonna be so upset if it doesnt. despicable me came out today..but going to wait to see it..maybe will see something thats already been out for a while this weekend. ooh grown ups is out. maybe i can use my free ticket to see it.

hmm guess i need to get up and do morning stuff..