today is my first day back to work...well its just orientation but its something to do ..and im nervous about it..but well it has to be done lol...and of course i feel like i didnt sleep at all and i did..it was hard waking up with the alarm clock and i wanted to just hit the snooze button but i needed to be up..cas i knew itwould take me a while to get moving and all that..but im up and soon ill start getting ready..and it is wow..its been a month and it feels like i havent worked in forever..but i am glad to be starting..i am..im just worried about focusing in the afternoon part..i am really nervous about that...
a bit sad that i dont see t this week but ill call her tomorrow and let her know that i dont have an appt and kinda just touch base..its not the same but it will have to do..but the week after i see her and pdoc and hopefully will get the meds worked out..the dose needs to be changed..or something added on or something..
hmm stiill waiting to hear back from my supervisor about the stuff i left at work..which i kinda needed one thing today..but hopefully she will get back to me and let me know how ill be able to get them..
but gotta go and make breakfast ..because it would not be good to like pass out or something at the orientation...and since i dont know how the day will go or if they are providing lunch or not..i better bring snacks or something..and im glad i dont live very far away so that i can like come home for lunch if i have to..im trying hard to not eat fast food..thats my first goal..actually..once i stopped flipping out and made a goal that is..the first is to give up fast food and it really is like a day to day thing ..but working hard at it..
but ok im really going now...still things to do and all that fun stuff.
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