in some sense im not doing well at all..im worn out trying to keep with everything..and this morning mommy got back so im up before 8 because she was yelling at me about money and whether i was looking for a job or not..doesnt matter that she woke me up and i wasnt completely keeping up with all the questions..but its like oh i dont know just hard...feeling really dejected about things at home..

on the other hand i was asked to spend the night over the weekend because the kids parents are going out of town..and i told her i would..i need the money i do but i also like being over there as i told her last night..i took the boys to barnes and noble yesteerday and it was fun..like our third trip there in a couple weeks lol..i helped them pick out books..and the youngest one got where the sidewalk ends which is one of our favorite books and i was reading it to him last night for an hour..and the oldest got eragon even though when we talk about that book we have to talk about the night i took them to see it and he fell asleep in the first 20 mins of it :). i knew he would but the two other kids i was with wanted to see it and we had to go to a late one lol..so now the rule is no late movies because riley will fall asleep in it! i cant believe they are turning 11 and 9 this year..and still its jsut ive known them forever and im treated like im the greatest person ever when im with them..ill have to bring my camera so i can get some new pictures of them...we were watching videos on youtube yesterday and i showed them the funny one from the blue man group and they are going around singing the chorus part of it lol..and we watched school house rock and shel sliverstein poems and some music videos..and it was fun..