goal

goal for tomorrow is to go to the library...if i dont make it then theres a huge chance ill just talk myself out of going and waste the day at home again...did go to a couple grocery stores today and that was the highlight of my day..incredibly pathetic yes i know..so tomorrow i hope to go to the library..so i can get a bunch of books to keep me busy next week...where ever im at

funny how im the one without a job and yet im the one lending everyone money! yea id love to know how that works exactly..

hmm bought new razors just to have them..and most likely use them but for now i just stuck them in a drawer and maybe just maybe ill forget where they are..

havent come up with a decision yet for if im going to see yvonne or not..half expecting mommy to say i cant go or something..and i feel a little guilty for even thinking about going but i just dont think i can stay here either..so i just dont know..more pros than cons for this one but i just still feel so guilty over it..

and just feeling a bit crummy ..ok a lot crummy but i have to go and finish cooking and cleaning up the kitchen before mommy gets back