so its christmas and i think for us the day is pretty much over now...we did the gift thing this morning and i got a new camera which i knew about anyway because i asked for a new one..and i got clothes and the usual new undies! umm then we got some new books and some paint and some pj bottoms...did the customary thank yous and really we do like our new things and i have a fav shirt out of the bunch and its a dressier one but as soon as i opened it mommy started in on my weight and saying how it was the wrong size now and everything...kinda hurt a lot but i didnt respond and i tried it on later and it fits fine ..and then it was funny trying to get into the camera package because i swear they use the hardest plastic they can find to wrap them in and then there are no openings to get into it!! i ended up asking my brother and he couldnt do it so i used his keys until i got a hole in it and just pulled on it until it opened and it still took forever ..went to my aunts for dinner and stayed for a couple hours..it was overwhelming some but managed ok..took pictures and spent some time outside with my brother and the guys of the family because henry got a new car for christmas and it is taking all of my control not to be jealous over it..because it is a really really nice car and i keep thinking of all i have to fix on my car and it just ugh for a while..but i dont like the look of his car but still its a new car and im rambling...but yea he got a car for christmas as his big thing..the camera was my big thing..and my sister got money orders to go to the driving school so she can get her license..and my other brother got money for something...and now im tired and getting a big headache! watched a comedy show this morning and it was funny but not really my thing because of some of the things they were joking about but it was alright...not a lot of arguing today with mommy so that was good at least and i hope it stays that way..played the new scene it game we got and well we really suck at it lol..but it was fun arguing over it with all of my brothers and sister for a while this morning at least..and mommy liked our gifts to her so that was good too..
she mentioned today that i should apply for unemployment..and i hadnt even considered it but i guess i should..although i dont know the first thing about filing for it until i have another job..yea the money would help but doing things like that worry me ...i know its there to help ppl who need it but i dont know i guess i just feel guilty having to get it or being able to get it when there are ppl a lot worse off than i am...guess i can complain though since i really do need the extra money until i can get a job..but i guess ill think about it for a couple days and figure out what i want to do...i really have to put some effort into finding a job though..
borrowing nias internet and finally am able to get online with my comp..i dont mind her comp or anything but mine is mine and i have missed it!! i seriously think i was going to have a ff meltdown i was missing my usual time wasting habits so much..but at least i updated my comp and got to check on some stuff since im sure it wont be happening again anytime soon..
cant say im not happy about the weekend because mommy is going out of town for a few days..its like instant freedom for a while..
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