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ugh i need my own internet!!!!! im going insane..well more than usual...

its so overwhelming being back at home..everyone wants me to do something for them or im expected to do everything and help everyone...its to much pressure..considered cutting already..i found my razors and they are staying in my car for now..but the thoughts are in my head and refusing to go away because it would be so easy to just use them and stay calm vs always being agitated over something all day long..im always worrying about something ive done or havent done and the agitation just isnt going away