rainy day

its another rainy day and its cold again..which is the only thing im glad about right now! i went to bed last night around midnight and woke up at 4 for some reason thinking it was time to get up and it wasnt when i bothered to check my phone to see what time it was and catch my alarm before it could go off...so i went back to bed and had to really fight to get bck up...but i did and im going to classes and we got like a day extinsion on one of my papers and im still gonna try to get it finished today so i dont have to worry about it...im sick of writing papers and the 15 page family one still needs to be done and soon...im sick of school period for right now...im only taking one semester of summer classes..i want a break...im still really feeling nervous about meeting my teachers, i dont want to go to class because im scare d and i hate being scared...but i have to go to class and i have to turn in my work...completely horrible or not ill turn it in...i want to go back to bed but i have a test to study for tonight...i know im gonna get dehydrated again and im giving myself a couple days before i start feeling it...i was thinking about it this morning while i was waiting for a but and i didnt drink much yesterday i know and im pretty sure i havent been drinking much for the few days before that...so i dont know...right now im not doing anything ..i eat occansionally but i dont drink as much as i know i should..i have water with me for breakfast because i dont like eating so early in the morning but i havent opened that yet either and i dont know when i will...gotta go to class..will be around again soon i think