better day .. i guess

today has been a better day although i woke up really annoyed and cut anyway....i ended up coming home late last night and yvonne hadnt been back at all and i was just like ok no problem she must have went out and she will be back later .... now keeping dusti and ming in the same room for to long just isnt a smart idea and so after a couple hours i had to take ming downstairs to give myself a break from the both of them fighting and whatnot...i end up staying downstairs for a couple hours and falling asleep on the couch but yvonne doesnt show up so i have to take ming back to my room and close the door so neither one of them can get out and both of them slept in my bed with me after chasing each other for another good hour...i was so annoyed with yvonne because she didnt tell me she wasnt coming home and she didnt ask if i would keep ming for her..it just kinda fell on me..so anyway i wake up this morning and have two messages from her letting me know she wouldnt be back last night and i dont know when i got them but if it was last night i didnt hear my phone ringing...so ive already go to campus turned in my work and worked and came back and yvonne still hasnt been back...so ming and dusti are both hanging out in my room again while im trying to clean up all the junk ming has managed to pull under my bed ... and i have to find all my paint and stuff that i have left all over my floor from the weekend...only two more exams to go :S

i went and talked to my teachers today too and if i hear one more person tell me they are proud of me ill scream!! we talked about what i was doing over the summer...and staying in touch with them thrroughout my time in the program....and checking in with one of them once a week...which i dont have a problem with..its the going home and having to email that i have a problem with..my mood is hardly ever good at home and its not like my teachers dont know i cant write...they will prolly learn quickly that making me write is the quickest way to get information out of me... i will miss prof dunn though since iwont be seeing her over the summer...although im sure that if i asked she would come to campus to talk to me for a little while...ill see dr bass until july and then i wont be seeing either of them for a while...they arent teaching any of my classes next semester...im hoping prof dunn will teach another of my classes but if not i wont be seeing her unntil the graduate program if i stay here...just a lot of decision making today on my part and i just suck at doing that! so right now we have a two week schedule for what im supposed to be doing and then we will figure something else out...