today has been just a hard day..harder than i thought it would be... there are to many changes going on at work..people leaving..people moving..new people coming in..its not fair and i dont like it..nad i feel unsafe in the midst of all of these changes :(
i dont like change..i dont like when things have to feel ldifferent for me due to toher people making changes..i want to be happy for them i do..but instead i just feel mean and selfish for wanting them to stay..for allowing me to feel comfortable..
ive felt really depressed and standoffish today big time...
i think ill just go to bed early and try again tomorrow
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