i am mad...still mad

i understand the economy is bad..i understand everyone needs money..ok fine..yes i work..but god damnit dont steal from me...im still mad and just having a hard time understanding that my clients 'friend' stole my stuff...i had it the day before..i had the morning of...but come the time to use what little bit i had for my medicine..its all gone..all my cash and my bank card...wtf?!?!  i searched my bag..i searched my car..i researched my bag..and nothing..my gift cards were still in my bag..all my receipts and everything else was still in my bag..but my cash and bank card were gone and i guess they thought i wouldnt notice or care..but excuse me..im not rolling in cash..i needed that money and i needed it for my medicine..and i had kept it because i knew i would just have enough to get my meds and get me to my next pay day...but now that is all ruined to shit and i am mad ..i was trying to help them out yesterday and in return they steal from me?? how does that work??  how is that okay in any way?  the more i think about it the more i start blaming myself..you know.i left my bag down..i should have moved it..but thats not fuckin fair..it was in my damn house and i can put my bag where ever i want to put it..no one had a right to be in it..no one..and its like my space was violated..my stuff gone through..i feel stupid..and mad and angry and just really really pissed off..because i cant do anything now...i dont have a bank card..but i did cancel my other one so that it cant be used...i dont have any cash..thankfully i was able to get my meds yesterday or i would have been flying off the damn walls somewhere..but its like thank you for being such as asshole because now im life is at a stand still until i get paid again and still i have to wait for my darn new bank card to come in...it i dont like that..its not even not having money that is the biggest issue..its that they were in my stuff when i was going out of my way to help them..to make them comfortable..and they freaking stole from me..if they needed if that badlly they could have asked..it wasnt a massive amount of money ..but for me and what i needed to do it was what i needed..and was counting on..and maybe im just really frustrated and i dont know...im just feeling very upset and hopeless right now...like no amount of helping is enough..in the end its just about money and what you can get from someone..and that is really disappointing to me..i didnt do anything to them..and i had already had a talk with my actual client about not having any extra money this week..did she think i lied...that i was going to magically just pull out lods of money from some where?  or that i wouldnt mind if some of my shit was missing..yes i minded ...i was pissed off..i am pissed off..