a lot disappointed....taxes ...

i havent gotten my tax stuff yet..but i was just messing around on the h&r website..and basing my taxes for last year on estimates and everything..and since nothing was withheld you know..i know im gonna owe..but just how much i owe is depressing...really super depressing ..and i know i was just estimating and everything..but ugh..i most certainly wont be filling early this year...but i also think that yeah its time i found a job that takes out taxes and all of that..and has benefits...id rather not owe the govt for the rest of my life you know...i already have student loans..i really dont want to make it any worse..blah..