Wednesday, July 02, 2008

not thrilled....

the interview was fine..actually madde it through without doing anything stupid..and worked hard to keep eye conttact and not get to fidgety ..think i managed ok..answered all of there questions at least..now i just have to wait..they said they are still doing interviews..and it could be a couple weeks before they pick anyone..
hoping i was good enough and made a good impression but said like and umm a million times but that was more nerves than anything else..

and then had to go and try on dresses and s tuff with mommy cas even though i already said i found the one i wanted i cant have it..so mommy went and picked some out and she is dead set on having it her way..and she keeps going for the wrong fucking color..im sorry but browwn is not kahki in any way shape or form..but whatever..well lucky me they didnt fit anyway..so embrassed about it..and the lady said they were made small but that doesnt make me feel any better to know that the dress would have to be two sizes bigger than what i usually wear..and i dont know ..im not small and it was already a hassle finding a dress..and now it just got a million times harder ..feeling stupid..and a whole lot of other not good stuff.. wanna go hide in a corner or something

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