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i keep thinking about my journal and writing and getting things out of my head and i cant think of anything to write..

this week has been so long...on tuesday i thought it was wed..on wed i kept thinking it was friday and it was a bit depressing to realize i still had to last the entire rest of the week..this week has been soooooooooooooo long and tiring and i dont know..just weird...maybe sleepind less than 4 hours just threw me off for the entire week and not being able to catch up on sleep really just made it so much worse..i dont know..its just been one of those really forgetful weeks..

but today is friday and i cant get any excitment over it what so ever..im tired..im more than tired...im just here..i dont know

theres a lot going on with work and now in addition to one kid moving away im going to change around my other cls and its some long story and there are 6 cls and 3 workers and so we are getting switched around..and its just stressful because it will all happen at once..in a couple weeks and its making me nervous..i thought i would stay with the ones i have now but things change and if the ones in change want to move me then im guessing ill be moved and my cls changed and ill have to start over with new kids..i hate starting over..it took forever to get used to the ones i have now..but i guess more than anything i just dont want to change what im used too..it makes me nervous and on edge

geez i feel slow today..like im walking through cement trying to do anything..i dont want to do anything