work and other stuff

im annoyed, so very much so and its just bothering me how much things are changing at work..during the training i listened to the boss say over and over how much extra help there would be this time..there are now all this manuals and procedures to follow and i didnt believe him..i listened but didnt believe him because ive heard him say it before..i had to wait until we actually got started and then see if he followed through with anything at all..they wasted time on hiring bec and she couldnt come..and we started one person short..so me and jim and pulling extra shifts..but then they hire someone and dont even bother telling us she wouldnt be coming in for our sshift change today and me and jim are once again picking up the slack! ugh its not fair when we are supposed to be off and melissa is once again single staffed and so she freaks out this morning and we volunteer to stay and help out..jim today and i have to go back tomorrow..or so im planning to go back..i told them both to call if they needed me...i dont mind going and helping i dont but i hate that we are juts expected to help and the 'bosses' cant be found! what the heck its not fair at all..i dont like it..i was already going back to planning on staying for longer but now im not so sure again..i dont want to have to pick up the slack for the boss again ..its not my job.im not paid enough to pick up the slack again for another 3 months...this was supposed to be more organized and infact i actually think it is too organized in the wrong ways..there are all these extra rules that are telling us we cant do this this and this but then we have no freedom to take the kids and half fun anymore..there is to much other stuff in the way and we cant do our jobs...its a pain..no i dont want to lose a day off but i wont leave melissa to be stuck with the group alone..and of course the head ppl are volunteering to come in and help out at all..yes it just sucks for now maybe it will get better..maybe it wont i dont know

on to other news..i finally opened a savings acct..and even though it is small and pretty much empty im glad i did it..now maybe ill be able to start saving just to save..a little bit out of every check and then it will grow and ill look at it lol..thats as far as ive gotten with that one..i mean i did it on a whim last night after midnight online! no other reason except i was curious to see if it would work and it did so now i have one..considering id been putting it off for a good while im glad i did it last night...i learned i am now covered with health insurance..another thing i had been putting off and finally signed up for..mommy is still doing the same thing and telling me in every way possible to not eat bread and stuff and to eat more healthier and lose weight because im to fat..ok enough on that one..besides being really tired nothing else interesting is going on..for now anyway...