in all of my rambling today i forgot some other stuff that i did as a part of the sane world..i went out to do errands and actually found a part of the city i had never been in before and its like a main road with a million shopping centers in it..and i found another walmart ! but i was looking for a clothing store and the closet one was on that road so off i go to explore..it was pretty cool if not nerve wrecking being stuck in all the traffic that was there..and i actually got done what i needed to today..and then i even went to the library and it rocked that parking is free there on the weekends! that really made my day..and i got to spend a couple hours looking around without to much of a hassle and got a bunch of books to read and hopefully i dont read them all at once! i like the library ..maybe one day ill go to the museum that is next door or ever walk around downtown since i have yet to do that..oh and i found a really cool coloring book..it was all about the disney villians..i thought of yvonne when i saw it and then just had to have it..and after that i just came home and got annoyed that nothing good is ever on tv and im getting a bit sick of reruns..finished a book and am half way through another one..fixed dinner and actually cleaned up most of it ! and now im just up trying to waste time because i cant sleep for some reason..and i must have been desperate if i actually watched part of titanic to pass the time! i dont know but im thinking ive been having weird dreams again since its not often im sitting up awake and coherent after midnight..so something has me a bit nervous im just not really sure what it is...

im ready for things to start moving along..im ready for monday and tuesday to come just so ill know what im up against and so i can stop stressing from not knowing..im ready to get the hike over and done with...im ready to just know i guess..i hate not knowing things..