weeks over..kinda

the weeks over for me and that is good enough! im tired of this week and for some reason im back to being really tired really early..maybe im not sleeping as well as i think i am..roughly 6 hours a night but i cant get much more than that without taking something before hand..maybe i should go have another blood test..the same one ive been putting off for a long time..dont know though maybe it will go away again..i know i havent purged in at least a couple weeks and today i wanted to but talked myself out of it..i get random nosebleeds..hmm well getting them again, twice this week and its been forever since ive had one..maybe the weather is bothering me or im catching a cold or something..but minus the runny nose theres nothing else really wrong..maybe a headache but thats it..maybe i should take some sinus meds just incase..which means a trip to the drugstore..ive been trying out new recipes this week since i have to cook if i want to eat..eating to many nuts and things and ill have to work on that but otherwise its been ok..i actually ate broccoli more than once without throwing it up..and if nothing else i take the dorky vitamins like clockwork..dont know if there working or not..but im pretty sure im still managing to leave out a lot of vitamins and things from like everyday food..so vitamins it is if i dont want mommy to start telling me im gonna go into shock from not eating..stupid thing being ive been not eating for the last 5 or so years and before that i was throwing up..so its not like i dont know what im doing..anyway i actually managed not to cut today even if it was a crummy day and i wanted to but i didnt..made myself go to class which got cancelled and ended about school stuff and iwas ok enough to make it home in one piece..and then it was my usual stuff, waste time online, cooked watched a movie..and now im once again to tired to want to do anything but go to bed..not sleep but go to bed