busy day

this morning i had my phone interview and it actually went really good..it didnt last long and that helped but i talked and answered the questions and he pretty much said i had the job but i he has to call my refrences and so ill find out sometime later this week if i got the job or not. now that i know its an actual possibilty it is kinda exciting and its something to look forward to..ive never been camping but ive always wanting to go and im pretty sure ill be a walking advertisment for the off spray stuff but oh well i will scratch the heck out of myself if i get bit in the middle of the wilderness...so ill just have to be really prepared..im not sure yet though of how long ill be leaving or staying or anything and of course i might not even get the job..but anyhoo did that this morning and then went and talked to my teacher and she asked about the fin aid stuff and all the usual stuff and gave me info on shame and guilt and its actually pretty good info still i think im learning the difference between the two..maybe i was just trying to mkae them be the same thing for some reason..easier to explain if i do that..but doing that just makes it harder to see what is making me think what..so more info for me..and i was thinking today that one day in the far far far future maybe i will write a book..not sure what it will be about though..maybe the weather..once again i was so cold my fingers went blue and that was after i froze eating a cup of ice..the weather is just refusing to give me snow..if its going to rain and freeze all day at least snow for a little while..and i went to my meeting and it was actually ok and really short so that helped since i didnt really want to go anyway..still once again im behind in all my work..how everything manages to be due at once ill never know but it sucks all the same..guess i better get to work and stop playing sims all day. so ill get to it tomorrow