ugh

can this week get any weirder..i want milk, i dont like milk b ut i want it..and this started today in the middle of my class..i was just sitting there minding my own business and i just start thinking about how much i want milk..forgetting i dont like drinking it in the first place..so i went and got some after class and of couse it was strawberry becasue im not a fan of plain white milk..but i think ill h ave to give in and drink some..because what i had today didnt help much because right now all i want to think about is getting milk and we dont have real milk and i dont drink soy milk..so it looks like ill be investing in organic milk again for a little while until this is under control..so logically i can assume i must be really low on calcuim or ssmething..why must i crave food i dont like ugh..

long day..but i did my presentation and actually got all dressed up..and made it through the presentation without to much stumbling over what i had to say..suffered through bio and actually passed the quiz today with higher than a 70..skipped policy..and killed my feet walking in boots all day..but im getting used to them..it took a lot longer this time to wear my feet out and now they are seriouslt hurting but its not to bad..ill just be wearing sneakers for a good long while..i dont think arran has ever seen me dressed up..i might shock her to death if i showed up dressed up..not in jeans and a sweatshirt lol..could be fun, maybe one day when ill be able to sit there without pulling at my shirt...went out to dinner tonight and learned that caramel apple, and chocolate martinis are really good..i actually went out and had less than two drinks! the veggie burger was good though and now im ready to go to bed but im chatting a little bit and looking up meanings of the milk thing