weekends over

i learned today that i must have ice or something in my blood..my hands are freezing and yvonne warmed them up for me in the middle of the street no less but still my hands are like frozen and shes uber warm..i think my body temp is just stays low for some reason and eating ice all the time doesnt help im sure..but after that my hands were fine and i warmed up but its going away again now..i didnt do anything i had planned on doing this weekend though..wasnt feeling up for doing anything so i watched cartoons and movies and played the sims until i thought my brain was going to fall out..colored a little bit today but not much..im watching rent again now because i want to hear the songs again and playing games and all that fun stuff. yvonne is sad though i think ill make her cookies since she has been wanting me to make some for her for a while..maybe i will do that..but she was asking me about relationship stuff today and not that i had tons of advice i listened and made her laugh at odd moments..i hope i made her feel a little bit better..we are doing a mardi gras thing tomorrow and that should be fun and if nothing else another excuse to take bunches of pictures..she got a new mask and i have one that mommy gave me from someone else..i juts call it my bird mask and yvonnes is a peacock..and dusti wants her mask so much because of the feathers lol..i had to move it out of her reach before it became a play toy..tomorrow is my phone interview for the camp thing and nia said it wold be easy but im starting to get a bit nervous about it now..and my teacher asked me to come by her office tomorrow and im not sure what she wants either..a meeting and dinner thing with yvonne..classes tuesdays..random stuff wed..classes thursday and then home for i dont know how long..im guesssing ill be staying all week until that sunday before classes start again..and im trying hard not to really think about it.. hmm my good news for the day i havent cut or anything since the burns..and i spent two days alone without b/p but that didnt last today since i went and trew up lunch..so im just trying to not be mad at myself about it..yellign at myself really does nothing except make me feel worse. so im working on it ataleast..and i did some of the emotion stuff im working on when im not listening in class and it is hard trying to pull up what stuff feels like, but then i just notice all of them kinda work around the same things..ill have to work on that some more though..otherwise dull weekend