Saturday, April 09, 2011

dreams are creeping me out

annoyed at money and my stupid bank account..could scream in frustration but it wouldnt help anything..and so blah on that




dreams lately have been awful..well kinda weird..kinda makes me really seriously question what in the crap is going on..im dreaming about clients,,about my old job..my old kids..my supervisor..i think last night ih ad a couple dreams..but the one i remember in the one about my supervisor and that she spent the night at my house..and well it wasnt my house really because there were 2 bedrooms..and then i forgot she was there..and felt horrible because i was a bad host..and was seriously walking around half dressed before i even realized that she was there!! and then it was like crapola ..waht is going on..and there were a couple kids there..and my supervisor told me that i needed to work on some paperwork so that she would be able to help me with it now and instead of later...and that was a fiasco..because somehow i ended up breaking my laptop in two..like it broke in half..and oh i was so upset..but it was broken and still working and i was trying to get my work off of one computer and moving it to another compueter that i micaracously had..and oh it was just a big mess..and the problem with all of it was that i thought it was really happening..i woke up thinking i had to go out and buy a new computer because mine was broken and freaking about my supervisor being in my house and etc...i dont remember the other dream..and i sorta remember some of the others ive been having..but all of them are just weird and raise a lot of questions..they arent scary like my 'im going to die dreams' but they make me wonder just what is going on..and what is happening that i am dreaming about everyone under the sun...ugh

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