wow..completely and utterly..just wow

today of all random days i did what i have been putting off and afraid of for months..today with no distractions or demands from anyone i managed to finish updating and changing around my resume, i finished two job applications one online, and one to be mailed tomorrow..regardless of the outcome i managed it..i finished it..finished more than i thought i wold actually..and im proud of myself because i know i worked hard on it..and made myself finish it and not get distracted away from it..it took the better part of four hours to get it all finished but now it is..and its a huge weight off my shoulders. really shocked that i managed it. really am