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i have an intake appt next week to see the psychiatrist..linda called today to help me set it up..and so now at least the intake is set up..and i told her i would show up..but im not sure about the talking at all..but i know meds wont work if i dont tell them whats wrong..but im not sure i can.

im incredibly scared about it...should i freak out now or later? *sigh*

now though i know all of what ive been officially dx'ed with i guess and its weird..it was weird having linda talking about me even though i was sitting right in front of her and had given her permission..it makes me feel crazy to have to see the psychiatrist and the possibility of meds is scary..when i have so much trouble taking pills correctly..and im just worried i guess..scared to go alone..