im about to fall asleep ..but i cant because im babysitting and im supposed to be awake and well awake ..but its almost midnight and ive been up and yeah im starting to just want to complain about why im so tired..
today has been interesting..well t was interesting..we talked about moving and jobs and what i need to do in order to move..and ive decided that if the option came with my sister then i would consider it but waiting till then to make a decision would not be a good idea for me..last minute rushing leads to a break down pretty fast..and it would be best to avoid that..but it was easier than usual today to talk to her..i tried harder..but then the conversation went back to eye contact and it was hard but thankfully we were ending and i couldnt stay lol..but she said we would talk about it more later..and she was telling me you know some of the reasons she thought it was so hard for me..and something about it is bothering..something i am trying so hard to remember and it keeps slipping away from me..something that is so close to being discovered in a way and i cant get ahold of it..i dont know what it is im trying to remember right now..but something is on my mind and maybe once i sleep a bit it will be a little bit clearer..i dont know
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