Tuesday, May 12, 2009

i dont exist

is it possible to disappear? to just not be some place? to be surrounded by people and still not be seen?

the brother, the mom, and i were having dinner today. one of the few times we ever eat together at the table, at the same time. the phone rung and the mom was talking and the person on the phone asked what she was doing. the mom said that she was having dinner with her boy. i was sitting right next to her, i was talking to the brother before she picked up the phone. but at the same time it is as if i am not there, i cant be seen or heard or acknowledged because i am not important or for whatever reason. the brother pointed out that the mom did not mention me on the phone, i told him i didnt exist.

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