Sunday, May 31, 2009

thinking

no im not stupid, or bad, or worthless or unimportant..or anything else i can come up with..or mommy can come up with..so i just decided today for some reason..its just so hard now to sit and agree and listen to all of it and let it make me so upset ..when i know its not true and i just get sidetracked into believing it because thats easier than trying not to believe it..but now is hard to agree to it and maybe it is because i have linda telling me over and over that its not true..and shes just managing to get into my head and take up space..maybe its just that im older and can see it more clearly..
and im having a really hard time writing this..maybe ill add more later..maybe not

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