Friday, April 18, 2008

just wanted to note

...tonight while i was talking to myself on the drive home..it was on the tip of my tongue to say that i didnt need anyone else to determine my self worth..i wanted to say it and it wasnt that i was afraid of saying ..more of i was afraid of what it implies..but maybe one of these days i will be ok with liking myself..yep one of these days i will



..shocking only because normally im so comfortable with hating myself and not really putting much effort into it at all..but tonight it was the oppisiite..i want to like myself i do..i want to figure out what makes me happy..that was my other talking to myself topic tonight lol..heck i can talk abuot a lot of stuff in 30 mins trying to stay awake enough to drive home!

thinking about a lot to say the least!

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