so i saw the pdoc today..and well i was honest with her..i told her about the night i overmedicated extremely..and we didnt really chat about it long..but i let her know that i wasnt suicidal at the time..and i wasnt ..and it hasnt happened again.. i got new scripts and all that good stuff...and we talked about my trip and life and whats going on..and its not the same as talking to alice ..but it was nice being able to just unload a little bit you know..we talked mainly about safe topics though..
but one thing that did come up is my vacation and drinking....see im on quite a bit of medication for physical and mental stuff..and im pretty positive that drinking and meds do not go together at all..and with one of my meds..i was told specifically today to.well i was heavily advised to stop the med while on the trip if i am going to be drinking ..because it can cause seizures.the med and alcohol..and i dont have a problem with that..i knew to be careful but with the seizure thing its like ok well not gonna take that one..normally if i know i am going out and will be drinking i dont take my head meds for the day..im not that stupid..mixing uppers and downers and alcohol..oh hell no....so for the trip my meds will be changed a little bit..i mean ill be in a positive enviroment and with yvonne ...so maybe ill be able to manage the few days without the meds..and if not then ill know very quickly what i can and cant manage concerning the meds..so im supposed to start decreasing the welbutrion and stop it once i leave..so yeah will see how it goes...
hmmm let me get up and start doing something...i suddenly have the major urge to change my room around..and its been bothering me..so yeah its gonna happen..but to change it ive got to clean it first and that means tackling laundry and all sorts of other things...crud...but i need to get up and do stuff..i really do...
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