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Yeah ready to move on. It's been ok I guess a lot of half listening and stuff. It's so confusing when she does nice stuff and says almost nice things. I don't know. I have been a little bit sick my throat is killing me but maybe its a sleep issue because I do feel better now that I am sitting up. I don't know. Just been feeling off. And then the Girly issues started and so yesterday I was feeling pretty sick and gross. But I think the new med is stopping it which is what I wanted. So will see.

I head to my brothers today at some point. Early enough that I don't get stuck in traffic Yuck. I don't think ill like driving through charolotte essh. But gotta head to him and well freedom lol. I just feel so trapped and alone here at home . I can't relax. I was fighting the meds hard last night. I wanted to sleep but  being afraid and on edge messed that up a bit and so it took forever.

I got a mani and pedi yesterday. It was weird but the lady was nice and did make me feel comfortable with my feet issues. But it turned out really nice and I am glad I got it done now. My nails are super cool though :) mommy did have some cool stuff for me. I do like the tops and everything. And now I will be able to wear flip flops and not be embarrassed about my feet. And had lunch with her yesterday and everything. So I've done my duty I guess. I talked to her and Hung out and she got me stuff for my trip. And me not feeling well gave me a levity excuse for laying down early yesterday.

I was able to snag a little time online yesterday but gosh I miss my online stuff. Not being able to write or chat or anything. Essh. It is like being cut off from everything.

Yesterday was not great also because of my car issues and having to buy tires. My vacation money is gone preetty much you know. It sucks . I was almost crying yesterday and this was after I was stopped for my tags being out of date. It was a mess and I did lose it a little bit but was able to calm down and think more as I was at the nail place. Because I was close to tears and just wanted to go home you know.  But instead I went ahead,with the plans for the day. Texted a friend for a bit off and on yesterday but my phone signal is dodgy lol.

So today I will be heading to my brothers. And tomorrow getting on my flight to cancun. I'm ready. I am. But back to laying down For a bit since the sun is not up yet!!!