i am ok...after what i wrote yesterday..i think..i had some anxiety..which came out in overeating but again it is what it is..and it could have been a heck of a lot worse...so ill take what i can get...i think i slept off and on yesterday too after writing...and i think at some point today i will do some collaging..just because there are so many thoughts filling my head right now..and i want my t back and im trying to manage and know that its only a bit more than a week..but it feels like its been forever..
but what i wrote yesterday took a lot of effort...but i am telling the truth when i say i am tired..tired of hiding..tired of having to fight so darn hhard for such small successes..i want a life..i want to do things..and if it starts now then so be it...i just want to do stuff..live..
started this yesterday actually..and well just not sure where the day went..rally not -sigh- just one of those days
nothing happened but was really anxious and just not all in my head..i dont know..but ive forgotten now what i started this one for..great loll..but oh well..ill remember again at some point
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