Saturday, July 28, 2012

you know what...i can be the bigger person ...

yes im still angry...but more sad that angry now..and more hurt that i was lied to about the whole thing..i did what i needed to do and ill be getting both phones back within the next week and that will be the end of it..

i will be working hard to let this go..because it did not cost me anything..it just messed up my account a little bit...so ok..ill stop it from happening again..and lesson has been learned...

i may be quiet but i am not stupid ..and i have all of my accounts sending stuff to my email...so yes i am well aware when there is a change on my account that i didnt make..and no i am not ok with it...but it is what it is..and i am working on fixing it..so it will not get anymore of my energy...it will not...

i cant keep letting ppl pull me down into there drama..and so i will go back to being careful...no more being at my house or any of that...trust is gone..cas this is the second time my information has been taken by this clients family..so no im not feeling very trusting of any of them right now...i cant cut off contact but i can protect myself..and i will..

im sick of this shit happening...my kindness and helpfullness being taken as me being stupid and blind...i may not want confrontation but i dont want my stuff messed with or taken from me....i can do bad all by my damn self and i dont need any help in that department....i most certainly dont...so the goal i guess is to move past this..show that i am stronger them all of them..i will get my stuff back and no more loaning it out...simple fix...so yes its over and done with...

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