things are changing and it seems that they will be changing whether i am completely with it or not....there is a pretty good chance that i am moving next month which means packing and cleaning and all of that...and then there is the whole i have no furniture part of things that will have to get worked out too...and im freaking out about it a little bit and i know i need to calm down and breathe..but goodness i am freaked...like it happened to fast ..and i am so willing to just be like ok im going ..im moviing ..scary...
well right now i feel like crying but i think i am just feeling a little bit overwhelmed with everything..and scared and all of that...i know it will be ok..i do..but still it is all scary and new and different of course...and i guess it just makes me feel nervous....very very nervous...
but i can do this ..cant i?? i can make this change and not have it throw me off and mess things up...i will not go crazy...but my anxiety is spiking big time right now...
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