i did go to church last night..and im not feeling very positive about it...there were some mental illness/demon spirit conversation and i dont like that...
because im a sucker for self torture..im not ready to give up yet on some of the people in the church..but i will keep my distance from the pastors wife..because im not sure what to say to her..and she really did hurt me big time with what she said..but there are others there who i do want to get to know better....but no i most likely will not be staying at the church..but i want to talk to jessica about it..i really want to know where she stands..and maybe its just i want to hear from her that she does not agree with everything that is being said..i dont know...
feeling a bit down this morning about things..but trying to find something to be positive about...
im not sure...im not sure at all how i am feeling...
but i am not going to cut..the urge for that is lessened a lot right now...
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