wondering

this is one of those times my head is off in its own little world and im just trying to not get way to sad about things...hmm maybe trying not to get anymore sadder than i am...my good thing for the night though i talked to holly and shes out of the hospital! she has to quit school for a while though but im glad she is doing better and im glad shes out now since i was worried...i talked to jenny earlier today to and that always makes me feel better and i was doing ok and then i dont know..now im not..ive been thinking alot about what i talked about today and now i have 50million questions about all of it....im back to worrying about my field placemnt..im worried they will say no and then i dont know what ill do i really dont...cant get my thoughts together..ill write tomorrow