things i should do

ive been lounging around all morning and i really should move it and get ready and go to campus and do anything productive...but i dont want to i would rather juts stay in bed and waste time and do nothing and think myself into having another majorly painful headache...so ill prolly do the between one and get up in a little while since i have to go to campus for a meeting anyway...im just not feeling good..just a crummy low grade i would rather stay in bed than do anything else feeling..maybe it will go away, im hoping it will but if not then i dont know..maybe ill make tea and that will wake me up enough to start doing stuff instead of playing online wasting money..i bought two new books today...bad me but i really want to read them..considering im behind in all my class reading i shouldnt have ordered them but i still wanted them and i would have gotten them eventually so now or then who cares...the cookies and cream and oatmeal raisin luna bars are really really good i think i have new favorites! weird enough yesterday i wasnt hungry and that worried me because i wasnt doing it on purpose..but im ok today i think and i ate breakfast and had to fight getting sick but thats ok to since i just went and layed down until the sick feeling passed enough for me to get up again...there is going to be pizza at the meeting this afternoon...ill be careful though

im tired
i want to go to sleep but im not sleepy enough for that
i have things to do
im such a slackers
essh

"The truth is that our finest moments are most likely to occur when we are feeling deeply uncomfortable, unhappy, or unfulfilled. For it is only in such moments, propelled by our discomfort, that we are likely to step out of our ruts and start searching for different ways or truer answers."