meds..crazy head and inability to focus...

well this morning i am feeling a bit more clear headed..and it is prolly due in fact to the i took extra lexapro last night..i think im going to just go ahead and take 40 of the lexapro until the other meds come in and then go back down to 20..i was on 40 before and managed i guess..so ill have to just manage now until the other meds come in..and i will..i have no choice really..and i cant function if i cant think..or if i am to scared to leave the house or something..its not going to work..and i will not be able to get anything at all done...crap the past few days i havent been able to get anything at all done..i couldnt think past how badly my head hurt..or how anxious i was feeling..i wasnt doing so hot you know...but this morning ive been working on some of my work stuff..and will get the rest of it done by this afternoon so i can just get it turned in and move on..its frustrating that i am back to struggling so darn much..i hate it..i really really do :(