im not sleepy..i want to sleep but im not really tired..i have a headache and im feeling a bit sickish..and im way to hot..which i think is just aggravating things tonight. im hot and i have the windows open and still i feel like im going to die any second now..from over heating..and im half dressed and just in an increasingly bad mood..im really about to turn the air conditioner on..because i hate feeling so hot. and i cant sleep when im hot..and yeah...major issues tonight
im annoyed that taji and bounce still have fleas..and i spent 30 mins combing both of them down because i cant get them to the vet until the first week in dec..ugh.. and so ill just have to manage until then..i have some spray stuff and i guess ill have to spray again..but yeah ..gotta do something cas this is freaking annoying me and makes me feel so very dirty...and embarrassed..my cats have fleas..damn it..
im up and should be doing paperwork but once again im up and just not feeling like doing anything at all...paperowrk will be the death of me...no kidding...i hate it..and in the past month or so i hate it even more...i cant keep up...well i intend to keep up..i just am struggling a lot with getting it done and everything...blah..
ok back to my regularly scheduled plan of just laying down and staring at nothing for another couple hours..and then ill get up and get to work...thats my plan...
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