just broken

im feeling incredibly broken these days...all i can do is try to manage myself and go to work.but lately most days i am feeling physically sick and unable to do anything ..i just want to lay down. to sleep my days away.  it is depressing constantly feeling so sick...i am feeling depressed and sad and just all out of sorts..and i try so hard not to let it show..but lately im just feeling so rotten..this morning i had major stomach troubles..i think i ate something that really didnt agree with me..and i was sick..horribly miserably sick and in pain this morning..im sorry but throwing up is not my idea of fun at all..and this morning was just bad..i thought i was going to end up in the emergency room..i truly did..but i didnt..i went to work for a little while an had my client actually tell me i needed to go to the emergency room, and that i needed to take medicine and have soup and crackers and ginger ale..ive talked to mommy so much today that im feeling majorly overloaded.. and my head is going crazy because i didnt take my medicine today..and all i ate today was bread..literally and figuratively just bread..thats all i wanted..and well it wasnt my smartest move at all health wise because all the carbs have driven my blood sugar through the roof but today i just didnt care..i was tired and sick and feeling majorly worn down. i just want to sleep for forever right now.. i feel like my body is having some major issues and is just breaking apart..its like its not enough that my head is in pieces..no now my body needs to break and fall apart.and i just feel completely let down...its been one thing after another and in the past 4 weeks i have stayed sick..meds made me sick, then i had a cold, then my gyno junk started up, and now possible food poisoning..im sick of taking medicine..im sick of not being able to do anything..i feel so very pathetic and useless these days.. :(